It had been raining recently and i really wanna sleep the day off but i just can't..
Eversince i started working and studying, time is always not enough to meet up my friends. Im so sorry guys! i must say that Working in events line is definitely hectic like hell, especially the planning stage. Proposal not approve and you have to edit and edit over and over again till there is approval. With the amount of school assignment piling up and work, its no joke! burned the nights just to finish up assignments and studying. GRR.. i will really need a month break from work to concentrate on my studies.. I'm not complaining but I'm just whining that why can't i take things slowly? perhaps i expect too much and worry about the future?
Still i enjoy the process of working in events because each time a new project is up, there will be new challenges.
Jo.
Labels: I ask why do i worked so hard sometimes?
Monday
I vomited my whole lunch out in office. Feeling v terrible & sick after that, i went back home early to rest.
Tuesday
I came work at 11am, feeling much better after a good sleep. But didn't have any appetite.
Friday
Went to eat Katong laska. I love laska.......I had laska with cockles.
Dinner had cockles again, and then guess what i have bad stomachache in the night. And lost my appetite the next day. Bad stomach week :(
huili
My one and only off day after SOT graduration...
Cycling @ ECP with Jeryee !!! It was really exactly 6mths after SOT...
2weeks after our SOT graduration gathering... Clarence was saying that it feels like so long after graduration but actuclly is only 2 weeks.
Huili
Wow! 6 Mths of SOT just pass like a blink of an eye.. And i yes i manage to gradurate with my full cert!!!
I want to thank God for:
1. I want to thank God for an angel that fetch me to school everyday, and although i was late here & there but i manage to accumulate to only 26mins, 4mins more to 30mins, then i will kena area cleaning for 4hrs.
And i received a shocking angbao money!!! @@ That help me survive for my next 2weeks for daily expenses.
2. Another angbao for Miss J!!! :)
3. My CG, i just transfer to this new cg, honestly i didn't think much they would prepare anything for me, but was surprise by their love & gifts.
4. JAMs, my zone celebrate our graduration. And i got a MANGO bag. I was walking into mango store before that and say how i wish i could have money to buy a MANGO bag, and here i got it.
Lastly thank God for His grace. I thought i would backslide during SOT, but His grace has sustain me through.
Huili
Haven't got the time to update my blog!!!
Its has been a marathon run for me this whole months!!!
This week i have:4 Test2 Preaching test3 nights of OT1 night visitations4 days of Mission trip in Jakarta!!!Jiayou!!!
Huili
Last week was Hensa & Eena wedding. And i have the honor to be one of the bridesmaid. We have a good time "torturing" the guys during the gate crashing.hahahha
The best part was they under estimate the tang yuan, which was wrap in wasabi & green chili, you could see Jinzhi & Rick expression totally went RED. LOL...
It was such a busy week coz of visitations,work & SOT. After the wedding the next day I have to force myself out of bed for SVC. And the only time i could rest was during facial & the people there were talking so LOUD!!! haiz
But anyway, it was lots of fun. Time to catch up my assignment....
Huili
Power Pact week.
This week we had mock cell group, have to lead praise in front of 20 pplz for the very first time!!!! I keep giving wrong commands to my guitarist Jun ping, haha....when part 1 I gave part 2 command, part 2 command I gave part 1 command. But thank God that I am bless with a super duper awesome guitarist, he knows how to flow with me despite in shock of my wrong commands! Thumb up to him.
Huili
Today was public holiday!!! I went to be a true Singaporean by gg bpp to queue for half price Stackbucks!! Got my Caramel ice-blend for just $3.70!!!
On Monday we did a DISC workshop, to understand our strength and weaknesses, so that we can develop strategies to meet the demands of our environment. D-Dominance, I-Influencing,S-Steadiness and C-compliance.
So well my report says I am a D.
Emotion: Anger ( well, what can i still say)
Fear: Being taken advantage of
Need: To direct
Looking for: Results
here are some statements my report wrote:
" She can be blunt and critical of people who does not meet her standards."
" She is creative mind allows her to see the "big" picture."
" She does not seek out conflict; she will confront those who stand between her and success."
"Sometimes she can become so involved with her work that she appears cool and aloof to others."
" When communicating with others, Teng must carefully avoid being excessively critical or pushy."
Basically this report is telling me to be more cooperative with others i guess.
And one very funny statement it says when interacting with me.
" Keep at least three feet away from her."
lol....
Huili
Life is really unfair...
Why me, no matter how hard you tried, things just always crop up.
No matter how much you blame the person for the things have happened, the things can't be undone. I literally told my friend, if i could walk out, i will leave JAMs for goodness sake.
All done and said, as Pst said, "Life is unfair, but life still goes on."
Acts 20: 22
"I am determined to go to Jerusalem now. I don't know what will happen to me there."
Seeing the persecution ahead, Paul still determine to go ahead. Wow! i think SOT is why i came for.
huili
wooh...today Jams announcement video shooting not only chop chop & very good!!! Don't know isn't because i am a too easy- going director. But i feel that the actors were quite good, even the " newbirds", not much NG compare to last time.
Went to watch THOR.
One of the actress is Natalie Portman.Overall the show is 10/10. Awesome!
Its been a long time since i ever watch movie & had dinner with my Jams pplz.
And even better SURPRISE !!! I saw a new Panasonic LCD TV when i got home. Let me tell u the story behind.....
I think was this week tuesday that my TV has finally pronounce dead!!! And i was very sad, really, because i love to watch TV. And for 5 days i couldn't watch TV, life was so miserable for me man. I went to visitations, i begin to take note of my student home, that no matter how poor that are, all their TV were big sia!!! Then i told God, see i am worst than them.I begin to recall what Pst Bobby shared, how he couldn't afford a TV when he just got married, at first i was thinking , chey TV only what, can watch video on internet or what. But really is very sad thing when u can't afford a TV.
I even thinking of using my government given money to buy a small TV, then i will left with nothing . But in my spirit , God keep telling me i will provide a TV for you. The problem is i asked my mum to buy TV she say she no money, so i thought that is my hope is over. But during Saturday service , God spoke very clearly to me that He is my provider, so i was thinking of ways to save to buy a TV.
Yet God is good, He always gives the Best. I told God that even He could me a small screen TV or second hand TV i would be very very happy already, but it turn out the TV not only have a bigger screen than the TV i imagine & is brand new !!!
God is our Provider, His words stands forever.
Huili
Wooh...today i got the chance to go USS again. I tried Battlestar rides myself!!!Cylon & human ride. It actually so so so fast before you knew it , the ride already end.
This week is another long weekends!
huili
Just When i thought my long suffering is over...
There is more to come...
can i not do anymore....
Huili
Each week, seem to getting more & more challenging. haiz
" I LOST MY HANPHONE" !!! Arrggggghhhhh!!!!
I lost in the cab, and i found the driver but he said he went to fetch another passenger after me, he believed that the guy have took it. And when i called my hp a few times he didnt pick up, and later he off it. haiz
First of all, i had a very busy week with doing the props, then on top of that XX did not pass the dvd on time.He did not name the dvd & he expects the receiver to know what the dvd about. On thur i was prompt by the H.S to ask where the dvd was, so end up the dvd wasn't pass to the person in charge & i have to do a slide for the make up SVC. I was so angry that i had a bad headache that day. Why can't he name the stupid dvd? Why can't he ask the person she recived the dvd anot?why why why! If i will not to ask, the video will not be played on Sunday! And all his efforts will be wasted! haiz
I told God i really feel like giving him a tight slap, but ltr i was guilty was having such thoughts, having telling everybody how bad he was. I repent, and i shall not judge him anymore, because nobody is perfect. But either i am, i really pray that God will give me wisdom & love to deal with him.
The Last straw was when i lost my hp on that fateful night. I was exhusated having to call here & there to find the driver, having to ask around what is singtel number to cancel my line in the middle of the night.
Then it didnt stop there, i couldn't contact my driver, then the stupid singtel shop told me i have to call singtel in order to get my replacement card, but actually i could get a replacement on the spot at any hello shop. So u could imagine i went from bpp then to bpp again and to westmalll hello shop.
Tired. really.
Huili
Wow, this week have been a "long suffering" week for me.
I almost thought i will quit SOT. This week our team was on duty, and so i have to reach church earlier than usual, which add to my tiredness. And because our Thailand supplier came on wednesday to do the reworks of the stock, so i have to OT till late night.I even went back to work on SATURDAY, i almost can't make it for SVC & Jams.
My Thailand supplier
On Top of that, i have to do JAMs video, visitations & carnival decorations. Seriously, SOT sounds more like school of torture to me. Every thing you cannot attend must take leave, my gosh! But Well, " I will come forth as GOLD" ! Amen.
W2 won the BEST PHOTO contest @ Sentosa! My bus was very very happy, coz we got a BIG hamper! haha
The photo that i submitted for the contest
Huili
What a bad bad day!!!
I lost one of my sheep @ Sentosa.
Then i lost my $100 over Baby-G watch !!!
Arrggh heart pain, double heartache :(
Nevertheless, W2 enjoyed themselves....
huili
Today my team went to do our roster duty, we have to reach at 7.45am . I was one of the pplz station at the reception. We have the authority of tagging their attendance, and it so happen that today falls on the APRIL FOO DAY! Our teammates started to prank our SOT mates by telling them they left 2 mins to tag their card before they are late . That was really hilarious.
Today, i gt a very bad feeling on the way to work. So ya true enough i gt scolding again!!! I wanted to fake a MC or call in for leave or sth, but u can't run away from problems.
I was suppose to find this company to test the drink-ware to see whether it was safe for drinking. And seriously i was at a lost when the person in charge told me they don't do such testing. And i don't know where to find another company to do such testing, as i already google the company they suggested me, i even call the stupid in charge, but he is always not picking my calls.So i email my boss what they reply me, he scolded me for not taking the initiative to find another company.
By the grace of holy spirit promptings, i went back to the same company website & call the other department & they said they can do such testing. So i was very happy & email them the details but they didnt reply me & the person in charge didnt pick up my calls.I been calling like from 3pm to 6pm. So the next day my boss scold me again why i didnt call her again & ask :(
haiz. i HATE to do admins stuffs.
BUT i must be willing to learn! .So that i can move to the next level.Was very encourage of what the holy spirit reminds me.
I always ask GOD why give me a job to be a Personal Assistant, when all i want is to be a designer. God haven't show me the answer yet, but i trust in Him.
"And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them." - Romans 8:28
Amen
Huili
I have conquer 2 weeks of SOT, still gt 5 mths & 2 weeks to go! Physically is quite exhausting to travel from Jurong to Macpherson everyday, especially when there is meeting at night. But i learn to treasure work more, since i only come half day. But God is really awesome, He send an angel to fetch me to SOT very morning, now i can wake up later & save more money to eat chee cheong fun. haha
A New Day @ SUNTEC !!!
WOW! we now in the centralize area, i am marvel by how we sacrifice to come to here. But this is just the beginning & greater things are ahead. The opening, was by a 3D video, and we will given a lighting ring!!! Awesome !
Recently i was very very upset with "%^^&&" !!! And really i got to repent, because i can't expect the person to have the same level of stress management as i am. But really, is not about talent, it about willingness.
Huili
First day at SOT !!!
Same Team as Jeryee, we will running around Jurong West for orientation under the super hot sun, it feels like i am back to school again.
I have to survive through 6mths :
1. Putting make up every morning. (It's a rule can you believe it!)
2. Waking up at 6.30am everyday. ( I only wake up at 7.45am for work)
3. Rushing from school to work. ( from Jurong to Macpherson)
4. Assignments!!!!
5. Can't skip CGM
Anyway, went to watch " No Strings Attached" with yl.
And also " Black Swan" also by Natalie Portman last sat. This show is Nice & bloody.
Huili
Few more days to SOT !!!
Yet i am not really excited about it, you will ask me " then sigh up for what !", yeah i am questioning myself too.
Just when i decided that i give up serving, tasking got more & if i just leave it like this it will be quite irresponsible.
Just when i told Him, i not doing more than that !!! I need to sleep on SATURDAY ! yet again i don't know why on earth i my heart choose to take over the sat busing for the teacher.
Why i cannot complain isnt !!!
Well, no matter what as long as W2 is there i will still be there.
SOT, although i can't feel the excitement now, but i believe God has His purpose for me.
Give me the capacity to have the capacity.
Huili
Bangkok Trip
12 Feb to 15 Feb
Spend my valentine's day @ Bangkok with Jeryee, guess this is our most daring trip ever. Traffic was really bad there, i really appreaciate Singapore now.Nevertheless, the food & the hotel staff were friendly & helpful. The 4days we did nothing but to eat & shop, shops upon shops.I brought lots of dresses & tops.
The Zebra crossing @ Bkk that no cars will stop for you
Our BKK schedule :
Day 1: Arrival @ BKK, Chatucha Market & MBK mall
Day 2: Chatucha Market & Platinum mall
Day 3: Platinum mall & Chinatown
Day 4 : MBK & home sweet home
Took SIA Flight & our hotel @ Bkk
Twin Tower Hotel
Check up my Poka Dot nails , I did foot massage too !
ChatuchaMarket
the mango dessert is super delicious ..Yummy
i went back to have it the next day too
Chatucha Market
The Thai noodles is simple delicious
Huili
